| wow.........i mean thats all i can say........
i havent used this in so long....i don't know why i am now......i guess i just feel like i need to get somethings out......i feel like there are a lot of things that i should have done differently..........but i know i cant go back on any of them now....i just need to move on and thats what i am doing......i mean im not actively seeking a new girlfriend or anything....because honestly....my plans for my future could ruin any chance i had with a girl......i mean leaving for 2 years...then when i get back moving to new york to start my career hopefully......if a girl happens to come along thats is fine....but i really dont want anything serious or anything.
I dont know......my life has been such a jumble this past year.......and when i think about it i almost feel like i am in the same place now as i was a year ago.....but that really isnt true....i mean i have learned so many things over this year....and met so many amazing friends.......and i know i have lost more than a few over that time........but thats what happens.....i know i have grown a lot and matured.....i am happy with where my life is now and where it is now going.
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| i dont use this hardly anymore.........but i jus tneed to say.....that i have finally found something in my life that i am willin gto give anything for........i never thought i would find it and i always though it was crazy when i heard of people feeling that way........but i feel that way now....i would do anything for her........anything........i love her so much and i never want to lose her.....i will do anything for you....... |
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| So i think i have it all figured out. I think everything is right. I have found a group of friends that are there for me no matter what. They support my decisions no matter what they are. And i have this amazing girl. Everything just seems to be working. I love it. Thank you everyone for everything.
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| feeling a lot of different things right now..........
time is what it takes.........
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| i am more upset now than anything...........
life goes on i suppose........
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